Hey! Wow! It's been a really long time. I'm sorry that I haven't been here... but basically, my excuses are that I've been busy, but even when I'm not busy I end up COMPLETELY forgetting about xanga until earlier today. So, I hope that I will remember to post from now on.. but I can't promise anything. Well, in order to sum everything that has been happening up... it shouldn't take me very long. The guy that I was with, Matt... broke up with me on January 24th. It had been almost 6 months. I still loved him, and it took me a long time to get over him.. but I managed to. I still talk to him every now and then, but I don't go to his house anymore. Well, that's a lie, I did a couple of days ago, but that's only because I was with a couple of other friends. I had another serious boyfriend, named Steve. We started going out on February 2nd. I know.. a bit soon after such a hard break up.. but Steven was one of the best guys that you could find! We went out for a little while, 2 months to be exact.. but then my feelings sort of changed a bit.. well, not necessairaly changed... but I thought that I didn't love him anymore. All of my friends were telling me not to break up with him.. but I did, because I thought that if I didn't love him anymore, this relationship would be built on lies. Even though he was a really great guy. My friends were right. Right after I broke up with him I wanted him back. I loved him more than ever. The thing is, that I waited too long before I finally got the courage up to ask him back out. He didn't want to be hurt again, and didn't love me anymore. I still love him.. the thing is, he's taken now. Also, he's turned into somewhat of a jerk to everyone since I broke up with him... he says that most of it was because of me.. and I kind of believe him. Me and Jamie are still friends, and so are me and Meagan. We have our own little group at school! :P Meagan now goes out with a guy named Jeremy, who can be really sweet, but can also be kind of an asshole once in awhile. ;) He always picks at me, but he's good for her. Hope you guys are together for a REALLY long time! She loves you man! Holly ( one of my friends) goes out with another one of my friends, Matt. They are really good together also, and I wish them luck! Jamie is going out with someone new also, named Richard. I used to like him and he used to like me, but then I decided that he would be better for Jamie, so I gave him up. Don't tell anyone that knows me this. :P This is partially the reason I don't tell anyone this blog. It's a place so that people who know me in real life can't find it. I went out with another guy for a little while, his name was Brendan, and I still kind of like him. Deff. not how much feeling I had for Matt & Steven, but I still like him... apparentally he loves me.. which isn't goos since I don't love him. We broke up because my dad didn't want me going out with someone who was three years older than me. He's doing everything in his power to get me back however, even trying to call my dad! Now that's a good guy. :) ---------------------------------------------- Now, onto more current things. This is getting long. Yesterday was the 30 hour famine up at the church. I went around collecting money the week before, and I managed to get $120! What it is, is that we didn't eat from 8:00 Friday morning, until noon Saturday. I was really hungry, but it was really fun because we had FNL, which is friday night live. It's this thing where worship bands come up and they play for us and things like that. We had a REALLY good band, and the crowd was pretty good that showed up. After that, at 11:00 we had the regular famine up at the church. We had games and all that. A bunch of my friends were there, including Sara and Kelsey. We had a lot of fun, and nobody got to bed until like 5:30 in the morning! We got up at 11:00. Well, I better go now. I'm rambling. If I think of anything new to tell you I will make a different post later! xoxox,
Loves you everyone,
Tiffany. | 
I screamed. Really loud. Then as we were coming down the person behind me wouldn't wait until I was down, even though it was harder going down then it was up and rocks kept hitting me, almost making me fall, but it was worth it. It was so much fun getting up there and being up at the top. I loved it. Now that's a story to tell the people when I go back to Ontario! ^.^ I even chopped down a small tree yesterday, which was awesome. Hopefully we can do it again soon. As we were leaving, we waited until it was pitch black before we left, around 11:00, and trying to get out of the place was hard.. considering it's hard to get through the trees in the day time.. imagine late at night when you can't see! We made it out though, and it was so much fun! 
